Can schizophrenia really be stopped?

i just cant believe that this thing can go away.ive been on meds since last august. doc says i should stick on this treatment, soon visiting him. i`m in such a deep problem... no matter what i do, i just cant start to flow.. this thing is sooooo hard, u have no idea. so yeah can it really be stopped? i just cant believe that i will be ever able to feel like i felt. like u ar simply fine n in a state where everything that is around u simply flows in u so u can simply sit in peace. i just dont believe it. it seems impossible. this isnt about anything giving up or something, i just dont believe it.